Good evening everyone,

I sat here tonight, reading my old blogs, all the way back until I moved from Indiana over three years ago.  It's so interesting to see how much my life has changed, and to see how much still remains the same.  I might add that's it's actually quite a lot..although some parts of my blog I did feel really weird reading, saying things to myself like, "did I really say and think those things," ...but that's the reason I guess for this...so I never actually forget what was really going on...

I'm trying to have an OBE.......I really am...and I want to get good at it....again...well I really never was GOOD at it...but I wasn't bad either :)....okay so here's the problem I have figured out...I can't actually have an OBE from being totally awake, which is KEY to having a real OBE and doing all of the things you want to do without losing focus during the projection...I always end up waking up in the middle of the night already with the vibrations in my body able to leave....this is not a very good thing because my mind has already been asleep for some period of time and therefore it isn't very clear...kind of "groggy" I guess you could say, you know, like how you feel out of it when you wake up in the morning....so my goal now is to PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE until I finally can leave from being fully awake without falling asleep first!....goood luck :)

Okay, well I'm off to bed, I guess...water park tomorrow with Matt, then sushi with the gang at 7 tomorrow night!! Should be AWEEESOME.....

<3

Dnaiel C Miller
www.danielcmiller.com

Things are going okay...I started training at Chili's this past Friday, I really like it there.  Everyone is so nice there....hopefully I make decent money....

Trying so hard to get over him.....really am....it's the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.  And I really thought I was good with my mind.  I guess feelings are a totally different department that I am completely unprepared to handle....

We will see...