Good evening everyone,

I sat here tonight, reading my old blogs, all the way back until I moved from Indiana over three years ago.  It's so interesting to see how much my life has changed, and to see how much still remains the same.  I might add that's it's actually quite a lot..although some parts of my blog I did feel really weird reading, saying things to myself like, "did I really say and think those things," ...but that's the reason I guess for this...so I never actually forget what was really going on...

I'm trying to have an OBE.......I really am...and I want to get good at it....again...well I really never was GOOD at it...but I wasn't bad either :)....okay so here's the problem I have figured out...I can't actually have an OBE from being totally awake, which is KEY to having a real OBE and doing all of the things you want to do without losing focus during the projection...I always end up waking up in the middle of the night already with the vibrations in my body able to leave....this is not a very good thing because my mind has already been asleep for some period of time and therefore it isn't very clear...kind of "groggy" I guess you could say, you know, like how you feel out of it when you wake up in the morning....so my goal now is to PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE until I finally can leave from being fully awake without falling asleep first!....goood luck :)

Okay, well I'm off to bed, I guess...water park tomorrow with Matt, then sushi with the gang at 7 tomorrow night!! Should be AWEEESOME.....

<3

Dnaiel C Miller
www.danielcmiller.com

Things are going okay...I started training at Chili's this past Friday, I really like it there.  Everyone is so nice there....hopefully I make decent money....

Trying so hard to get over him.....really am....it's the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.  And I really thought I was good with my mind.  I guess feelings are a totally different department that I am completely unprepared to handle....

We will see...

Had a pretty good day today.

Went to Olive Garden with my brother, Ericka, and Eric last night.  It was fun. 

Then we all went and saw Fast and the Furious 4, it was awesome.  Saw the movie Knowing with Eric the night before.  He's a nice guy....I think I might be starting to like him, maybe.  I don't have any feelings for him yet, but he's a really nice friend.  Dinner tomorrow night with Jerry I think...Breakfast with Ericka.

If I keep myself busy I seem to be better.  But I did kind of have a total mental breakdown for about 45 minutes.  It was horrible.  His phone is broken and I haven't talked to him since Saturday.  Think he's in Miami now for a while, maybe I'll be able to get over him easier this way...then when he comes back I'll just be his friend.

Good night everyone, I hope you are all doing well.  I'm really trying hard to better myself.  I think our car wreck case is getting settled soon, so hopefully I'll get some money to pay these bills off.  I took the test for Chili's yesterday and they said they would call me when the results came back...hopefully I get the job there, it's my way in to getting trained as a bartender because my friend works there.  The test was quite long and took over an hour, I did well on it though.

Well sweet dreams from Tampa.

-Daniel C Miller
     www.danielcmiller.com
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